
Since that day I spoke to monica I wasnt sure she would wanted to be with me I cheated on her knowing her ex cheated on her a lot. I sat and my room and thought for the rest of the day. I walked him and the others to the door told them bye and close the door behind them. "well we dnt know who you gon choose, just tell us tomorrow ,cus I need to go get my hair done right now." natural said getting up. "I say fuck it then choose who your hearts want you with, whatever decision you make im happy with because when your happy im happy when your mad im mad ight." gina said I smiled "but I cant be dragging him along and I know im not in love with him like I am with james." "well you know quan gon be heart broken that one you cheated on him and two you leavin him for your ex." zaria said and the othera agree I called nautral, gina, princess, zaria to come over so I can talk to them, they came and I told them the story.

Im not even mad that he gave me a deadline becuase he is correct I cant be making him feel like a side nigga.

Today is the deadline james gave me, its already 1 I got like 6 more hours to decide. Im confuse, I feel like Im in a soap opera or something. The convo between me and james had me thinking alot should I got with the person my heart tells me to go with.
